Once is enough, twice is too much.
July 2014, I will never forget that night during our company trip on Caliraya. We were waiting for the bus to be fix. My boyfriend and I were standing while looking at the man as he try to find the bus engine. It's a little bit hard to look since, there were no lights on our area and the man was only using flashlight. All of other employees are waiting and scattered on the place.
Then, this thing happened, while my boyfriend and I were standing a lady from my team was in front of us. She was looking back at us particularly on my boyfriend, and its not just looking, it seems that she was trying to seduce him by looks. Fuck. She did that in front of me? She was looking back I think 3 times with her eyes on him. As if I can't see what she's doing. I don't know how to react because I'm just knew in the company, and I liked her on my first impression. My heartbeat was beating so fast. I looked at my boyfriend if he saw it but he was looking at the bus area. As she looks to him, I also looked to her and waiting for her to blink and notice that I was there. Duh? But she never did she continued what she was doing. I just thought what do you think you're doing? Trying to steal my man? Naubos na ba mga lalaki sa mundo? Pipili ka na lang yung committed pa. Hindi porket tinignan ka, may gusto na sayo. Don't assume things so easily. I HATE it.
There are other single girls who tend to get jealous of what somebody's have and forget the right etiquette because of it. Back to my story, (whew, sorry for the adlib. I just need to let it out) the moment that she was glaring at my boyfriend on the third time, I was surprised what my man did. He grabbed and hugged me super tight (with gigil), nagulat talaga ko medyo kinilig. I think he also saw her but pretended nothing. She saw that moment and immediately turned back in front of her and never looked back again. (Para napahiya na talikod) Then, I felt relief from my heart. All of my worries and anxieties disappeared. I'm so lucky to have him he knew when to comfort me. He knew and understand my insecurities and weaknesses, and he still loves me and never give up on me. That moment, I realized that why should I worry with other girls? I should not be afraid. If I love him, I should trust him. I should focus on him only, how to make him happy, how to take good care of him and our future children, how we can live together until we grow old. I love you so much my RRC ♥
